I'd managed to go a couple of nights without it. And I can tell you from experience that it's never good to have it with a three year old in the house that's going to wake me up in what will feel like minutes.
I think it's hit me tonight because I'm feeling like a shit for being bitchy about my friend forgetting my birthday after hearing the news they shared with me this morning. Man, I'm a moron. God I wish I could rewind or maybe just unwind...
Off to say a couple of prayers for my friend's friend and try to catch some winks before Bam-Bam wakes demanding chocolate milk and another game of Cariboo.